created fool paradise , my mind was always creating a false identity of me in the imaginary future which was beautiful, and with full of successes, ease and joy.
In that imaginary future I was achieving goals
, I was gaining success , I was jumping with joy and I was getting
everything what I was desiring for, but in the end of every imaginary future
their was a void , a disappointment and emptiness. The void of what
should be next, an emptiness that can only be understand in the end
of every mind created false identity and a disappointment when reality
tries to intervene in the mind created false future, those disappointments
were allowing me to regain my conscious, the conscious which was not
lasting more than 5 minutes before the mind takes over me again ,
but this time to the past which was totally opposite to the false future, the past with failure , beguilement and sadness.. the past which
was responsible for all my sufferings ,the past which was the reason of
my failure in life.
The mind was taking me form the false future to the awful past like a pendulum more than hundred times a
day. Whenever I was getting out of my mind into the reality for a while I was finding
my life in the same disastrous situation again.
Everything start to change when I
listen to a man who was answering question about the meaning of life, he
answered that life has no meaning at all, and if a person is trying to
understand meaning of life than they should know that they are not happy
with their life , that they are living in their mind and
they must came out of it before making more trouble for themselves indulging
in meaningless things.
So it was the first that motivational
word appeal to my heart instead of mind, the first time any
motivation was not creating a false paradise of success and joy in mind. It was
the first time I realized that all the
motivation which appeal to the mind are creating more trouble for the people
instead of solving them, because they are creating an imaginary word in the mind which
are very far away from reality , and these imaginary world ultimately fuel more disappointments.
Today I am not successful enough
so that my story will influence someone to create an imaginary false future in their mind, but iam satisfied enough to say that if you’re in the down patches of your life, don’t live in your
mind don’t listen to motivations with powerful words which appeal to your mind instead listen to the one which will help
you in getting out form there.
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